what is this part of?

2012 is messing with me too much.

Everything's changing. I miss the way things used to be. I miss the simplicity. I miss the people I once knew so well. Everything's different.

I thought I had it all, but lately I've been questioning everything. I feel lonely again. The friends I thought I had are drifting away. All my previous insecurities are coming back to haunt me. I'm afraid of the present. I'm afraid of the future. There are so many things I want to talk about but no one to talk to. I'm falling further and further away from God. Is this a part of growing up?

-Jont