well, they kinda started already. the past week was quite slack. but a lot of things have been on my mind and have been messing with me. i think i need to realign my life to something else. something unchanging like God. something that won't disappoint.
anyway, i've realised that many of my boy/girl friends have girlfriends/boyfriends (respectively). i think it's kinda young to start now? or maybe it's just me. either way, i've been wondering what it's like to be in a relationship. i mean, i've always wanted a close friend, but never really thought about getting into a serious bgr. i don't think it's time yet for me, anyway. i don't even have a good bunch of close friends yet. my closest friends are not my age. they're younger. and as mr chow once told me, we can never be as close as i'd like because we're going through different stages in our lives. which is true. i've been playing the role of big brother, which is arguably a kind of one-sided relationship. but i guess this mentality helps as well since then i won't expect much in return. but then again i try to treat them as equals and not as juniors, with varying results.
in other news, i wear contacts. yay me.
-Jont
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